The Nature of Sunflowers

4:11pm: Does anyone know who is lickablecoho? AIM screen name.

They were annoying the shit out of me because they wouldn't tell me who they were. I ended up blocking them.

4:01pm: I like....
Tumblr more..... you guys should get a tumblr account ..... AHEMMM::clears throat:: .... Michelle.... maybe Kristin if you ever wrote!

8:20am: Sick
I don't understand how I go to sleep struggling for warmth, wake up at 5 in the morning non-stop coughing and cold, go back to sleep only to wake up again to pure sweat stains all over the neck of my t-shirt. It is gross. That is how its been since Saturday night.

My class was cancelled this morning. Hip hip hooray! I probably should do something productive.... like you!

I am not looking forward to tests this week and next week. :-/

10:26am: ONE LAST TIME
People are so depressed about their own shitty lives that if anyone hears the word "change" they think Obama is going to change their life with a snap of a finger.

Got this from Hector's status:

"Why did the homeless vote for Obama? Because they wanted change"

haha.

Okay I'm done.

9:50am: I started commenting on Darlene's recent entry and then it turned into this:

I would have totally voted for Clinton too!

Everybody has a right to their opinion, especially for someone who is going to be the face of America for the next 4 years...I mean Obama has affected America so much that now he is considered a fashion statement. People are starting to idealize him like some sort of celebrity (I have seen those tshirts too). He might as well start on the next hit movie because he is doing a pretty good job at acting ;-)

I know that this might not be a good example but he kinda reminds me of the way I feel when I listen to Britney Spears music. Yes, I jam to Britney Spears, her music just catches my mood sometimes. Like the music, don't like the artist. Lets face it Britney Spears is a crazy bitch with  several issues, of course I don't like her she needs to get over herself. But who cares if I like her song, she isn't going to affect my life in any way. My point is that maybe Obama is an amazing performer that delivers exceptional speeches, I heard one of them, the man knows what to say, but that is all he is to me right now a man with a rhyme, an artist, an actor, anything but a REAL man. I have yet to see who he really is. See for Obama I don't care for his song I care for who he is, for a celebrity I don't have to care for as a person and I can like the still like their song. That is where I think people need to focus in on and maybe step out of the box. He is our president, our leader, the head of our country, he is not and I repeat NOT someone that should be admired like some admire the Jonas Brothers. And I mean that in a non offensive way, I just couldn't think of a better example.

Darlene,

 I like how you have been embedding real life quotes into your entries.... you should be a journalist ;-)I'm serious.

10:27am: feels good....
bc I found out the Calculus 2/ stats bonus problem on the test.... guess cal 2 paid off. hehe.  

12:57am: It's funny...
how you forget about things or let them go, then somebody says something that makes you think about it again and even more. Who do I believe? The answer is Me. But I don't even know what to believe.

4:43pm: Adding this quote to my list.....
"Do what you love
and you will find
someone who loves
the same thing
Don't look for love
Beg for love
Suffer for love
Just Live!"

11:20pm: why is the world of american politics a big joke nowadays?


K THANKSSSSSS

7:33pm: I

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CAN'T

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THURSDAY
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<3

9:40pm: Slurpee and Red Teeth
I went to the 7-11 over here at Hermitage Dr. I walked in and there were these two young kids working and I thought strange usually there is old/weird people. Anyways I went to the counter and he said "is that all" and I nodded, then he said "you can just go" and I was like alright. I'm going over there again.

I really can't stand being here anymore. I need to go to San Antonio.

I'm pulling the cold shoulder on Daniel. I figured if he's going to take me seriously in the future well I'm going to have to show him and train him just how serious I am. Something personal happened on Friday. I don't really want to talk about it. My sister's in Peru. I don't want to go into detail about. I wasn't too happy with him on Saturday, well because he wasn't there like I wanted him to be, and I ended up ignoring him all day today. He called me once during the early afternoon, once in the afternoon, and again 20 minutes ago. What's funny is that I really and truly did miss all three calls, I just didn't call him back. I'm finally tempted to call him back but I can't for the sake of the relationship I want. I remember Darlene saying something earlier about how we choose the way our love life is ... something like that.

I'm pretty pissed off at the rents. My mother caught my brother smoking pot with these two girls in the backyard yesterday. Go figure. My mom showed her emotions to me today because I hadn't known about it. She was pretty hurt and was suggesting moving him out of here and asking me to help lead him in the right direction. That saturday the brother stayed home all day/night. Today(Sunday) we went to the Aunt's to eat dinner and while we were there my brother asked if he could borrow my car! I was like wow you have some balls to do that and to get all sore about it when I said N-O. He has his own car but can't drive it because he doesn't have $ for gas, so what makes him think that he can just use my car, my gas, and my kindness after what he did on saturday. I don't know if he knows that I know but it's like he doesn't care. Then he asked the rents if he can go to the pool with my cousin and friends and they say yes. Go figure. I asked my mom where he went and she told me he went out and I told her see why I don't waste my energy trying to lecture him and teach him there's no point if your letting him do whatever the hell he wants. I didn't say that last part. To be the little sassy thing I am I went outside to the backyard to find my father, I looked him straight in the eye and I asked him where Juanito had gone even though I already knew. He told me he went to the pool. I gave him the look and went back inside and slammed the door. Yes. I did it. In front of everybody and all.

I don't know how I would handle my own kid caught with pot, but he sure as hell would be grounded for at least a month, he sure as hell would get more from me than one long lousy lecture, and he sure as hell would respect me and everybody else no matter how much he cry's and apologizes, none of that shit matters unless he would really mean it.

12:15am: Caress Me Down.
On really really good nights my mom will spoil me with hot milk and honey. An effortless product but from the heart. Well what you do is you put the honey in the milk and then you puts it in the microwaves and they heat em' up for you then you stir up it up and yummyness is ready and then you go bye bye into your bed time dweams.

I feel like summer is catching up with me. I feel like I haven't done everything that I wanted to accomplish. It may only be June but then again its already June. Dammit.

I am extremely exhausted now but was ready to type an entire book 2 minutes ago. I apologize to all my fans. May you have a pleasant night.

Ludacris cracks me up.
"Drop albums once a year for my fans' sake"

11:27pm: I LOVE ALL MY GIRLIES.


THE END.

10:11pm: ..........................................
to all the girls he loved...................

5:14pm: i love darlene and erica so much. but not as much as noodles.

i smell like poo.

1:57pm: Effin' Hilarious
This is pretty funny take the time to watch it y'all.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nn5jlrxcpkI

12:38pm: Back to the Past
Here you go Michelle.

So I was going through my old email addressed aduhduh06@yahoo.com, some of the messages date back to 2003!!! Found old picture accounts too........



Sophmore Year.

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Who do you guys think this is? Little Justin. Hahaha.


This letter is from justin

hey babe whats up.. nothin much here just sittin here! im in 2nd period right now, and im really bored! i just thot id email ya! hey u never called be back last night! third time in a row... man whats up with that! haha jk its cool.. its cool if u dont wana talk to me.. i wouldnt want to talk to me either lol... but i do miss talkin to you! hopefully tomorrow we can do something! that would be awesome. i was suppost to meet these 2 girls from stoney point tomorrow, but i dont think i want to. i already know they wont be as hot as you, so why bother? i cannot wait til this school year is over.. its going by so slowww. for me anyway. i think im gona go to church tonight, and some people wanted to do something afterwards like go to chilis or something so im prolly gona do that. so yeah chris wants to meet jessica! maybe we call all hook up sometime this week or weekend. well i better get offa here. i will talk to you hopefully today.. ill call u when i get hhome or something, i just hope ur mom doesnt answer.. lol im scared of her. but yeah talk to ya later. love ya! byeeee

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And here is a note that I send Ms. Tin Tin... I can't believe I actually talked/wrote like this. Ew.

hey sweets
im bored im still in s/a but i was just writin emails to ppl cuz IM BORED AS A MOFO!! wehn i cum back we need to hangout !! i miss ya!!! muahs luv ya ltos!! geesh its been like a yr since ive seen ya!
write back'
luvs aida

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OKAY READY FOR SOME REAL PICTURES!
Attention: you must be older than 18.




MY FBLA (Future business leaders of America) PICTURES: Proof that I am a nerd. Hehe.



This is the most embarrasing picture I own.

Nahalehhhh!!

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Junior Year and UP.






Awww always my attitude muffin.




The First Love... Ha we look so happy.














Thank you for stopping by....

11:13am: "Brevity is the soul of wit"
I want a Sunday Kind of Love.

:-)




I want a puppy.

9:32pm: Everything ends with a hot bath and Coldplay.
Forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil.
Amen.

Church felt good today.

8:16pm: The way a female rolls
I've been so busy. And I can't tell you with what really. I failed on two interviews today for these marketing firms. One of them was out of my control because my schedule wasn't flexible enough apparently. Oh well there will be more opportunities. You've got to pass failure on your way to success.

DAMMIT this whole paragraph that I just wrote on Zach was accidentally erased. Oh well. It was pretty interesting. My apologies.

Anyways my roomies decided to throw a party last minute can't wait to get fucked up. Bought a bottle of Malibu. My first alcohol purchase!!!!! Besides the cheap daquiris I bought the other day. Plus a kegger.. EEk excited.

Kristin and Michelle need to be here soon.

Another alcohol related entry.... Dar and Erica are coming down. SAUCYNESS tomorrow too.

Sigh. I love the weekend. Maybe we'll go to whataburger tonight :-)

9:01pm: About to Leave
I am currently taking a little rest before I leave to Candice's to catch up with y'all. I just watched Gossip Girl and it was amazing and the next episode looks good too. School starts in a week or so. Its a brand new year.

I want new shoes and a bottle of banana rum.

Oh yeah and some black skinny jeans.

Last night of Noodles lovin' :-(

Sigh.... I work too much... but not enough.

Ok I'm leaving now.


Adios.

2:25pm: Where is everybody? :-(


Merry Christmassss to all my loved ones :-)

11:37am: OMG
I like the gayest song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HKNA42bj-do

9:51am: HAHAHAHA
AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water

Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in
long-term relationships. Can be clumbsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their familiy. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

Clumsy= yes! Storytelling = I suck at it! Made me laugh.



Certainly me in every aspect.

10:43pm: Who and what do you think this is about?
I don't want to care
I don't want to care
I don't want to care
I don't want to care
I don't want to care

.... oops

I care.